Today was interesting - Good Friday. The past 1 month has been.. painful. And I take today as a point of change for me (that's what I kept saying every few days or so anyways) but I believe that sometimes we have to take little changes.. bit by bit.. depending on the person and the situation.. sometimes, we just need one big blast of change, and we're changed forever - it depends on the person's readiness. So I guess letting go this time wasn't so easy..
Anyway, I had a revelation - again.. Today was Good Friday, so guess where I was at night? -yea, church. My dad preached on communion and about partaking His body and blood, that we shall abide in Him, and His life will be in us. And that we should take it as often as we meet. He shared the testimony of a lady in Mexico called Anna.. (^^) and she was used by God powerfully there as a prophet and all.. and she had a 10 years old daughter who fell into the pool and broke her neck, and died. And Anna took her body and commanded life to come into her daughter, and the little girl came back to life, and was healed just as before. They asked her, what her secret was, and she said, 'Communion'. She said she believed that as she took it, the life of Jesus abides in her, and she took it with her family everyday. She said that's why she has the life to impart - because of communion.
Anyway, as I was saying, I was hurting real bad for weeks, on and off.. sometimes it'd be.. lonely and pain, sometimes I'd be fine.. and sometimes I'd be happy, then sometimes, I'd be zombie.. especially the first few weeks.. but reading the book helped me out of my zombieness.. thanks to Aunty Lily again.. can't stop thanking her for the lovely book.. kinda saved me in every way.
Anyway, the revelation was that He took my pain, and since I took the communion today, I believe that I won't feel the pain anymore because Jesus already bore my pain on the cross. So I'm fine now :) Praise God! *Anna doesn't hurt anymore*
It's the communion.
So next time I go through a break up again (hopefully not).. but if I have to go through this again, bring it on.. cause I won't feel the pain anymore. Jesus took my pain and bore it for me 2000 years ago. Bring it on!!!
* tRUST & OBey the LORD *
.:: .:.: :. You mean the world to God .: .:: :..
:.. He says He loves you more than anything & you mean the world to Him .:.:
.::. He'd do anything for you and He died on the cross to prove it :. .::
..:: When I was 6 years old, my sister told me a story about the lost sheep .::.
.: God had a hundred sheep in His flock ::.
.:.. At the end of the day, when He has brought them home, He would count them to make sure they were all there .::
.:.: One day, He found that there was only ninety-nine and it was already getting late .:
..: Nevertheless, He left the ninety-nine to look for that one which was lost .::.
..::. He searched until it was dark and finally, He heard its cries coming from the valley :..
.:.. He went towards it and found the little lamb wounded and hungry .::.
::. He moved away the rocks and carried it in His arms .:..
.: He embraced it as He said, " I will never give up until I find you. " ..:.: :..
.:: ..: ::. God has only one craving, one dream, one desire - that is you ..: ::.
Friday, March 21, 2008
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