.:: .:.: :. You mean the world to God .: .:: :..

:.. He says He loves you more than anything & you mean the world to Him .:.:

.::. He'd do anything for you and He died on the cross to prove it :. .::


..:: When I was 6 years old, my sister told me a story about the lost sheep .::.

.: God had a hundred sheep in His flock ::.

.:.. At the end of the day, when He has brought them home, He would count them to make sure they were all there .::

.:.: One day, He found that there was only ninety-nine and it was already getting late .:

..: Nevertheless, He left the ninety-nine to look for that one which was lost .::.

..::. He searched until it was dark and finally, He heard its cries coming from the valley :..

.:.. He went towards it and found the little lamb wounded and hungry .::.

::. He moved away the rocks and carried it in His arms .:..

.: He embraced it as He said, " I will never give up until I find you. " ..:.: :..


.:: ..: ::. God has only one craving, one dream, one desire - that is you ..: ::.

Sunday, May 04, 2008

XiYing made me do this

1. Who does Daniel Sim like?
Me

2. Describe Jason in one word.
Holy

3. Who's Daniel Sim dating?
Me

4. How would Daniel Sim insult Kenny?
Who killed kenny?

5. Would you open a mystery gift Likee just gave you, without much hesitation?
No, but he would open mine in that way..

6. What if you found out that Aaron T was secretly an alien plotting to take over the world together with Joram?
You call that a secret?

7. In a race between you, Joram and Jason, who would win?
Jason. He'd be the only one running because he is always excited about everything. Joram would be sleeping at home and forgot about the race. I would be taking pics of Jason running....

8. Name something you have in common with Jason?
Holiness

9. Super fun fun adventure amusement park marathon with you, Jason and Paul! How will it go?
Just like it went in Genting Theme Park - feeling happy and gay...

10. Would you love to read Abigail's very personal diary?
Yes, because I bet Daniel is in there somewhere...

11. In a race between you, Aaron T and Daniel Sim, who would win?
Daniel Sim. And I'll make sure. Sorry, Aaron.. I'll let you win the next round... =P Nuh.. didn't think you'd mind either...

12. Who would win in a duel, Kenny or Jason? And what kind of duel would they pick, anyway?
Some theological issue. Jason will win. Because Kenny will compromise sooner or later.. probably later when he realizes that Jason never gives up.

13. If Kenny played in a movie, what kind of character would they play?
Elmo?

14. Paul just got vaporized in a freak accident. Now what?
Now I can't meet him in Aussie =(

15. Name something you have in common with Abigail?
We both love Daniel XD

16. Likee got turned into an animal! What animal is it?
He doesn't need to be turned into one.

17. Can Paul be bad influence?
Definitely. He makes me wanna walk around and talk while flipping my arms..

18. Do you miss Likee?
No, Likee misses me.

19. Would you marry XiYing?
Again?

20. What would you do if you hadn't met XiYing?
Oh, the emo question has finally come back to me.. Well, everything that comes around goes around.. lalala.. If I hadn't met XiYing, XiYing wouldn't have met me. Okay... if I hadn't met XiYing, I wouldn't be so close with the CF until now. I wouldn't hang out with Aaron Tam and Likee for nothing. I wouldn't spend so much money on stupide movies and going to 1U for no apparent reason but listening to them chat about crappy stuff like CF committee and errr..... and I definitely wouldn't be spending so much on books. Oh well... yes, that habit certainly has got onto me.

If I hadn't met XiYing, I wouldn't be the person I am today. I wouldn't be this err.. 'matured' .. err.. *aherm* and I wouldn't learn so much from books as I have. I wouldn't learn so much about Joram stuff.. and I wouldn't learn anything at all, actually. So yes, XiYing did change my life, come to think about it.. hmmmm.. thanks alot XiYing, although I know you are right beside me now and I am typing this right in front of your face.. this is soooooo weird~

21. Will Paul eat those green eggs and ham?
If he cooked 'em.. maybe..

22. Does Paul have any pets?
You mean live ones?

23. What would XiYing not be caught dead in?
staying at my place for a whole month?

24. How would XiYing insult Likee?

"How do I get through one night with LikEe?
If I had to live with LikEe?
What kind of life would that be?
Oh you, you need me in your arms
Need me to hold
I'm your world, your heart, your soul

If you ever LIVE,
Baby you would take away everything good in my life
And tell me now

How do I live with LikEe
I don't want to know
How do I breathe with LikEe
If you never go
How do I ever, ever SURVIVE
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live

With LikEe, there'd be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There'd be no world left for me
And I, oh Baby, I don't know what I would do
I'd be lost if I have you
If you never leave
Baby you would take away everything real in my life
And tell me now

How do I live with LikEe
I don't want to know
How do I breathe with LikEe
If you never go
How do I ever, ever SURVIVE
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live

Don't tell me baby
How do I go on

If you never leave
Baby you would take away everything
Don't need you with me
Baby you would take away everything good in my life
And tell me now

How do I live with LikEe
I don't want to know
How do I breathe with LikEe
If you never go
How do I ever, ever SURVIVE
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live

how do I live with LikEe
how do I live with LikEe baby
how do I live....

"Baby, you could take away everything good in my life.. and tell me why..

How could I live with LikEe?
I want to know..
How could I live with LikEe?
If you will ever know..

How could I ever.. ever SURVIVE???
How could I.. oh, how could I.."

25. Likee just got vaporized in a freak accident. Now what?
Good question. Now what?

* tRUST & OBey the LORD *

Thursday, May 01, 2008

Hey!!!! Soree, peepoz!!! .. no I mean it.. sorry, people..

Been out lately.. what to do? Leaving de mah.. aishh.. so sad.. so sad to let them go.. but no choice.. Have to get on with life.. have to fulfill God's call upon my life.. and it's just not here, and I know it. But I'll be back.. one day. And I know that too. Just like I told Joram, I will tell you guys, "I will come back to Malaysia.". I know I will. That's the whole reason why I am going in the first place - so that I may come back - a whole new person. A better person. Hopefully, a more mature and independent person. Someone who will be of benefit to the society, at least.. but I just want to be the person God wants me to be. I want to be a blessing. And I want to be the best I can possibly bring myself to be.

I'm coming back, so don't worry.. I just don't know when. It can be anything between 3-7 years. No idea. But I know that by then, I won't be the same. My pilgrimage. My quest to find God. It's not that I don't have Him, I do. I just want more of Him. I want to achieve my greatest desire in my life - intimacy with God. And no matter what, I know that I must get to there before I die. I don't care how long it takes, but I must get there. And I won't give up searching until I have found my greatest Desire. And I hope you all will be like me in this manner

13 And you will seek Me and find Me, when you search for Me with all your heart.

So I've been packing.. I'm so not ready to go.. people ask me, so how do you feel about going.. well.. mixed feeling, la.. excited but very very very sad. So sad to leave the people I care about the most.. some of you read my blog, some of you don't. But you know who you are.. Right now, let me just mention one.


XiYing.

The first time I met you, was the nuttiest cf I ever encountered, my dear. Seriously. I didn't even know you back then, but you treated me like you knew me forever. We laughed and laughed about nothingness and you are seriously nothing but crap. What do you have up there, XiYing? Is there anything in there at all?? XD

Okay, I'm being mean.. but being mean means I mean it. Lolee!!!

Okay, crappiness is coming back again... lalalalalallala...

Oh, shucks. better stop here.
Change topic, quick!! (sorry, XiYing.. I will come back to you later, when I am not so crappy)


Andrew Chang.

Talking about laughter and talking about crap suddenly brings this boy to mind. Hahaha.. sorry, I said I was only going to mention one, but lemme just mention another one more, since we're here in the topic of laughter and crap. (Well, right now, laughter and crap may bring to mind a few more names, like Deborah Tan Ai Jern. She is the pioneer. lolee..)

Okay.. so talking about laughter and crap, Andrew Chang is the latest member.. seriously. I suddenly had a flush of memories of me and Deborah and my childhood years when I spend time with this guy laughing my head off.. I was thinking to myself like, "Okay, Anna.. this seems familiar.. when was the last time you had a laugh like that?" It was one of those times when everything seems funny.. you know what I mean? Like the smallest thing in the room can be a laugh about. Seriously... erm.. lemme see... Cockroach legs or something? Ewww!!! And that little queen ant thing you tried to kill in the bathroom.. omg.. what was that thing, really?

Oh, well.. Andrew doesn't read my blog, but maybe one day he will.. lolee! one day..


xIyING.

Oh, got to pick XiYing up from her house soon.. guess this will be one of the last times, XiYing.. I'm so gonna miss you.. Love you loads!!^^

Till then, I'll catch up with you guys later.. see ya!!!


* tRUST & OBey the LORD *