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Keep Your Eyes on Him and You will Go Further than the seas for Him
I just love Jesus a lot
.:: .:.: :. You mean the world to God .: .:: :..
:.. He says He loves you more than anything & you mean the world to Him .:.:
.::. He'd do anything for you and He died on the cross to prove it :. .::
..:: When I was 6 years old, my sister told me a story about the lost sheep .::.
.: God had a hundred sheep in His flock ::.
.:.. At the end of the day, when He has brought them home, He would count them to make sure they were all there .::
.:.: One day, He found that there was only ninety-nine and it was already getting late .:
..: Nevertheless, He left the ninety-nine to look for that one which was lost .::.
..::. He searched until it was dark and finally, He heard its cries coming from the valley :..
.:.. He went towards it and found the little lamb wounded and hungry .::.
::. He moved away the rocks and carried it in His arms .:..
.: He embraced it as He said, " I will never give up until I find you. " ..:.: :..
.:: ..: ::. God has only one craving, one dream, one desire - that is you ..: ::.
Monday, November 04, 2024
Lady with the River
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Car spins 180°, fast lane
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Thursday, October 03, 2024
Sometimes, God Saves with Ponytails
Sunday, June 02, 2024
Creative Word of God
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Saturday, June 01, 2024
Fishing Baptism
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Tuesday, May 28, 2024
Dislike elementary sermons?
Sunday, May 26, 2024
My Valedictorian Speech - Doctorate in Ministry
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Tuesday, April 30, 2024
Homemaking
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Sunday, April 28, 2024
Dear Teens, God is Real
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Sunday, April 14, 2024
I Saw Jesus
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Monday, February 19, 2024
Divine Encounters
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Sunday, February 11, 2024
Family Dynasties
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Saturday, February 10, 2024
Homesteader Homeschooler Amateur YouTuber Wannabe
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Wednesday, February 07, 2024
Again
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Sunday, September 24, 2023
My Dreamhouse Wishlist
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Thursday, September 21, 2023
The Homeschooling Review
Monday, September 18, 2023
Hearing from God
Sunday, September 17, 2023
No going back now
Tuesday, July 25, 2023
Church Burns
Wednesday, February 15, 2023
The Real Reason
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The Real Pain
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Monday, December 06, 2021
Supply Chain of Bread
Sunday, October 17, 2021
Exemplary
Hebrews 5:6
So also Christ did not glorify Himself to become High Priest, but it was He who said to Him:
“You are My Son,
Today I have begotten You.”
6 As He also says in another place:
“You are a priest forever
According to the order of Melchizedek”;
7 who, in the days of His flesh, when He had offered up prayers and supplications, with vehement cries and tears to Him who was able to save Him from death, and was heard because of His godly fear, 8 though He was a Son, yet He learned obedience by the things which He suffered. 9 And having been perfected, He became the author of eternal salvation to all who obey Him, 10 called by God as High Priest “according to the order of Melchizedek,” 11 of whom we have much to say, and hard to explain, since you have become dull of hearing.
The Father appointed You as His begotten Son, to be a priest forever, according to the order of Melchizedek. Though You were a Son, yet You learned obedience by what You suffered, and was perfected, becoming the author of eternal salvation.
Just as You are a priest, so I am a priest. I cannot live like others. I have to live a godly and God-fearing life. And I have to learn obedience through suffering.
Dictionary Meaning:
a person ordained to the sacerdotal or pastoral office
I see a pastor(priest) ministering in church.
She ministered because she had something to deliver to them.
I only deliver when I have something to deliver. If You don’t give me anything, I have no right to stand there to say anything. But if You call me to stand up and say something, You have something to say, and You will deliver that to me when the right time comes. (Before I go up, hopefully. If You only give me a Word when I am already on the platform, then I would be very nervous.)
When she ministered, the people got it.
How I minister is not important, as long as the people get it. I can shout my heart out, and have all my saliva come out, as long as the people get it. That’s what counts. There is no point in delivering something that doesn’t get delivered. Saying is not good enough. They need to get it. I need to get those points across or I am just wasting my time. What I have been doing delivering the Word is obedience, but I did not do well in that it did not resonate with the people. They didn’t get it. It makes no sense to them. Even if it did, they’ve forgotten about it. I need to say it in another way that they can get it. So it is fine if I preach the same thing again because they did not get it the first time. Sure, I may look like a fool preaching the exact same thing, but that is because I did not do a good job the first time, and they didn’t get it. And it was wasted. But Your Word needs to be delivered, even if I have to redeliver.
She ministered to whoever needed it.
I don’t just say for the sake of saying. These people need it. And if they did not get it, I have to say it until they get it because they really need it and can’t go without it. If I leave them be and let them go without it, they will suffer the consequences and it will be my fault, not theirs, because I did not want to redeliver, because I did not want to make a fool of myself for redelivering the same message twice to the same group of people.
She ministered when she could not hold it back
Fire is not nice to hold. It burns. I have to let it out or it is going to just keep burning. And it will come to a point where I cannot keep it in anymore. I will just end up blasting it out. Which is just about to happen anytime.
She was someone ordained
To be ordained is more than just being anointed. It is to be charged with a responsibility. And it is a heavy one because it is a high calling, and represents a superior ministry that not many are chosen to do because it has very steep requirements, such as living a holy life. Not everybody wants to be ordained. I see it as an honor. Some people see it as a scary thought. But to me, it can only be a good thing. And I am glad that I am ordained because it’s been on my bucket list for so long. It’s like an ambition, a dream.
But all that ordination is not for nothing. You have plans. And You have a Word to be delivered. It’s time to wake up from my dreamworld and start getting the job done. The ceremony is over. Now it’s time to get my knees dirty and the bucket ready. Lots of smelly feet to wash here. Lots of things to do that nobody else wishes to do. Lots of toilets to wash. It’s no fame or glory. Just a lot of scrubbing and cleaning. A lot of dirt and filth, mirky waters and saltiness. It's not a nice thing to do. But I have to do it everyday. And do it continuously. And do it everyday. It is not as monotonous and draggy as it is humbling and trying. A lot of things to get done that nobody wants to do. Pretty similar to being a housewife or stay home mom. Cleaning up the house and washing off poo. That’s pretty much it. And yet, so rewarding because amazing kids are being put in my charge. And I get to raise up the next generation to be everything You have called them to be. I get to shape the world just by washing poo off. It’s amazing, isn’t it? An exemplary life is all that's needed to get the job done.
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Thursday, July 01, 2021
Strength
You made me out of Your strength,
and You made me to last.
I was built to last.
And I am built of immortality.
Eternity was sliced into me,
and I am solid strong.
I am not going to dissolve in this storm.
You’ve got me from within.
Sunday, January 10, 2021
Fire
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Monday, May 18, 2020
The Adelaide that I Want
I want people to be able to afford those tickets, and to be able to bring their whole family, and their little girls, for a show like that because they are earning a decent income.
And I want the little girls who go to those shows to be able to dream of becoming a full time ballerina without having their parents worry about them earning a decent income.
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Next Download
“Do not say, ‘We have Abraham as our father’ for God is able to raise children to Abraham from these stones.’”
Who says, “We have Abraham as our father.”? Is it not Ishmael...
But if we read the passage of Scripture, it goes on to say, “But bear fruits worthy of repentance.” and “For even now, the axe is laid to the root of the trees. Every tree that does not bear fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire.”
Matthew 3.
So produce fruit that is consistent with repentance [demonstrating new behavior that proves a change of heart, and a conscious decision to turn away from sin]; and do not presume to say to yourselves [as a defense], ‘We have Abraham for our father [so our inheritance assures us of salvation]’; for I say to you that from these stones God is able to raise up children (descendants) for Abraham. And already the axe [of God’s judgment] is swinging toward the root of the trees; therefore every tree that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire. “As for me, I baptize you with water because of [your] repentance [that is, because you are willing to change your inner self—your old way of thinking, regret your sin and live a changed life], but He (the Messiah) who is coming after me is mightier [more powerful, more noble] than I, whose sandals I am not worthy to remove [even as His slave]; He will baptize you [who truly repent] with the Holy Spirit and [you who remain unrepentant] with fire (judgment). His winnowing fork is in His hand, and He will thoroughly clear out His threshing floor; and He will gather His wheat (believers) into His barn (kingdom), but He will burn up the chaff (the unrepentant) with unquenchable fire.” Then Jesus came from Galilee to John at the Jordan [River], to be baptized by him. But John tried to prevent Him [vigorously protesting], saying, “It is I who need to be baptized by You, and do You come to me?” But Jesus replied to him, “Permit it just now; for this is the fitting way for us to fulfill all righteousness.” Then John permitted [it and baptized] Him. After Jesus was baptized, He came up immediately out of the water; and behold, the heavens were opened, and he (John) saw the Spirit of God descending as a dove and lighting on Him (Jesus), and behold, a voice from heaven said, “This is My beloved Son, in whom I am well-pleased and delighted!”
Matthew 3:8-17 - https://www.biblegateway.com/passage?search=Matthew%203:8-17&version=AMP
It ends with God The Father Himself testifying with an audible voice that Jesus is indeed His Son.
I was arguing with a Muslim friend once, many years ago, when I was just in school, about Jesus — he insisted that Jesus Himself never testified that He was the Son of God. But throughout the years, I’ve read so many passages proving He did. But today, when God woke me up with this phrase, “Do not say, ‘We have Abraham as our father....” and when I read to the end of that passage, God Himself, with an audible voice, declares Jesus as His Son! Who is He really speaking to, in this time and in this season with this passage here?! This must be God!
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Sunday, May 17, 2020
Special Download
Saturday, August 24, 2019
The Song List
- My Favourite Hymn - The Love of God is Greater Far Than Tongue or Pen Can Ever Tell
- My Jesus I Love Thee I Know Thou Art Mine
- The Things That I Love and Hold Dear to My Heart
- Trust And Obey
- Submission
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Tuesday, September 18, 2018
Losing God
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Monday, October 17, 2016
Speed Kills but Kulim Saves Lives
So anyway, in Australia, the government is really strict with the rules but at the same time, they set their speed limits really low. For example, it takes us about twenty minutes to drive from Subang to PJ. In Australia, that would like take us forty minutes. It literally takes us half the time to get to the same place. Why? Because while they travel at 50mph, we are travelling that same distance at a hundred. When Australians are travelling at 60, we are travelling at a hundred and twenty. By the time Australians travel at 70, we are going at a hundred and forty.
But then again, when there are traffic jams,... Australia has the upper hand. When there is a traffic jam, Australians dwindle down from 50 to 20. But Malaysians... we dwindle down from a hundred to 0.
When I was about fourteen, my church had a missions trip from KL to JB. And we were stuck in a traffic jam on the expressway. People were getting out of their cars. So did our driver. And after walking like five to ten minutes from where we were, he realized that an eighteen-wheeler or so which carried huge logs, had overturned and laid across all three lanes of the expressway, entirely blocking off the entire expressway and nobody could do anything about it.
After like an hour, the police, fire fighters and ambulance managed to squeeze their way through to the site and created a divergent using a lane from the other side of the expressway. This experience made me realize that if we just left on our journey a little earlier or drove a little faster, one of the vehicles in our team could have been involved in that accident but God spared us by His mercy and grace.
Yeah, so.. Speed kills. Malaysians may be faster but we have more accidents– and tragic ones. The slow and steady wins the race.
This reminds me of a time when my group of friends– all pastors kids, were travelling in a group of about four cars, driving from the IHOP in KL– the city– to one of the local churches in PJ, which is like a popular suburb near the city. It was like a half an hour's drive at that time of day. In our group, one of the drivers was a guy from Kulim. Kulim is like a little town in the middle of nowhere. The rest of us were from the city. I still remember, during that trip, how I was looking out for him because he always went missing.
"Where's Marcus? Did you see Marcus? He disappeared again!" I kept looking at the rear mirror, hoping to catch a glimpse of him.
But as soon as he manages to catch up, he goes missing again. By the fifth time or so, I found myself saying, "Where's Kulim? Did you see Kulim? Kulim disappeared again! Where did that Kulim go?"
My navigator was trying to hold back her laughter and hide her face at the same time. She kept saying, "Oh no.. Don't call him that! Oh my goodness..."
But the time we arrived, I made big fun out of him, "Do you know what I was calling you in the car?"
He was rather crossed with me. Then, he started to share:
"Anna, do you know that when I was back in Kulim one day, I was driving with my mom beside me and we were going at like 40mph because that's how Kulim people drive. Out of a sudden, two boys came dashing out of nowhere into the middle of the road. But because I was driving at 40mph, I managed to jam my brakes in time. Anna, I could have killed someone that day."
It's true.. Speed kills. Kulim saves lives.
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Sunday, August 28, 2016
My Mom's Wishes
- Let Me Be Worthy
- Precious Child
- Wind Beneath My Wings
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Saturday, December 31, 2011
Last of 2008-2011
First off, it's been the shortest year for me - every year seems to get shorter - don't ask why, I have no clue. I guess it's because I'm enjoying a little bit more and more of my life. But the exact things that have caused me joys this year have caused me pains. I now end this wonderful year with a season of trials as I painfully learn from my errors. Everything has left me but in a daze and I honestly don't even want to reflect back on this years' blissful happenings.
To cut the long story short, I've had an amazing year because of a wonderful friend that I was just so caught up with for the past 4 years that I really never realized that this friendship was never from God in the first place. It was a one-sided friendship and he never really thought of me the same way I thought of him. All this while, he was probably just bearing with me. He never really saw me as a best friend although he meant the world to me. I've just been so disillusioned.
Now that I know that I am only a second-class friend, I've decided not to spend so much time with him anymore, not be a 'part of his family' anymore, not go to his house so often anymore. I did speak to his mother about this but she said "Anna, make sure that you don't come here so rarely until you are no more a part of us and until we are not used to you anymore or.. we become nothing but acquaintances." I just grunted. I didn't say anything because I am prepared to let go of everything, even if that means we will be nothing but acquaintances.
How can the very people who mean the world to me end up as an acquaintance? I was driving to PD from KL and I realized that there were a few stops on the way - the Sungai Besi Toll, Kota Kemuning, Nilai, Banting, Seremban, Springhill and then Lukut, which is in PD. I took the roads leading towards Sungai Besi and then realized that I was supposed to follow the signboards heading towards Seremban and Malacca instead of Sungai Besi although Sungai Besi was a milestone. Then I headed towards Kota Kemuning and got trapped somewhere at UPM because I was focused on them instead of Seremban and Malacca.
In the end, the lady at the toll there had to tell me to follow Johore Bharu - she mentioned it twice in Malay, "Follow Johore Bharu; Follow Johore Bharu". It was almost as if she was definite that I would turn aside. She was right. In no time, I saw the sign that said, "Alternate route to Seremban" totally leading me astray from the way that led to Johore Bharu. Then I realized how important messages from my mentors meant to me and I learned to appreciate their advice. Sometimes, I may not understand why they may be so hard on me - keep telling me the same things over and over but now I know - because they are so used to me getting distracted from my real focus - the Cross.
But the biggest lesson of all is that I was so preoccupied with the milestones that I wasted so much time there because I thought that if they were milestones then they would lead me to my destination - but the problem with milestones is that they are not the destination - they might not even be pitstops - they are just landmarks that I have to pass by - something to tell me that I'm heading in the right direction. But when I start to get caught up with them, then that's where my mistake lies - I am so caught up with the signs that You have positioned in my life -the little milestones - the wonderful people that You have put in my life so much that I stop and hang around so long with them that I am totally distracted from my journey - no, my journey was not supposed to end with them. They were just pleasant people You have put in my life to encourage me and to assure me that I am headed in the right direction - that I am following You correctly. I really shouldn't get so caught up until I can't move forward anymore.
For the past 4 years, I have been spending my time with this family who have really enriched my life in so many ways, and they mean so much to me, but really - they are just milestones - they are not my future. I don't have a future with them. You only put them here to bless me but now I have to move on. I cannot think that I will spend the rest of my life with any of them - I will not. It's time I said goodbye.
Yes, the friendship continues, but it is really hard for me at the moment to see them because the pain is just cutting in so deeply. All I can be is just a normal friend. Every time I see him,.. sigh. You know what I mean? All I can be is a good friend, but I really have to learn to control my emotions. Because when I see him I can get disillusioned so easily to think that he thinks of me as such a dear friend, when he actually doesn't. It's just something about him that keeps making me think that he needs me and wants me to be his close friend. That's all untrue. He doesn't need me - it was me who needed him the whole time. He has friends of his own and his computer games - he really doesn't need me and in fact, I wonder if he even realizes that I am gone. When I see the way he treats his REAL friends, I feel like a second-class friend.
To give up this one thing is to give up everything. So here goes everything...
PS: Jesus, take him - he's yours. And when I give, I won't ask back anymore. I know You want my heart and You want all of it. You know how much he means to me, so this is all of it. And there's nothing else in my heart - just this one thing.. it's filled up my whole heart. If You want my heart, I will give it to You - this is not sacrifice - this is merely obedience. I just hope I never fill my heart with anything else again but You because this is the most expensive price I've yet to pay for my mistakes. Please help me - I can't do this on my own. I need You.
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Monday, December 26, 2011
My heart for the ministry
I have this strong feeling that I will be going to Philippines next year to minister to young people for a short time and then come back. I just don't know how or why. And lately I've had the invitation to go to Philippines about 3 times next year, 2 weeks each time, but I don't know what I am supposed to do there. I do hope that I will get the invitation to speak or pray for young women - youth. I think this is my calling. I don't know if it is just my calling for next year or my calling for my entire life - to minister to young people, but it is really burdening me right now and I think about it every now and then - something really aches me inside - I feel so much compassion for them - makes me want to go over there and pray for them right now.
And I keep asking God - God, when can I go? I want to minister to young people. I want to pray for them, lay hands on them, prophesy over them, cry with them, love them, give them a hug and tell them how much Jesus loves them and that everything is okay - that they don't have to cry anymore because there is a Father who really understands and loves them for who they are - that they don't have to be somebody they are not - that God created them perfect and how much He loves them - let Him heal their broken hearts, heal their hurts and rejection or whatever it is that they have.
This is my heart.
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Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Sis Milla
It's the way she preaches - her passion for the Lord and for the souls. It's overwhelming. That was the first thing that really caught my attention - it was her passion - it set the whole room on fire.
It is very rare that I listen to someone preaching and such a passion burns in my heart and burns my soul from within, burns my eyes - it makes me feel like a sinner on one hand, and on the other hand - it makes me so desperate for that same passion. It's contagious.
The last time I heard such a preacher was Pastor Philip Mantofa from Indonesia. And that was because of his experience with the Lord, or so I thought. That deep passion burned and burned and burned. And in my heart, I can't stop the burning. Just remembering his preaching and seeing his tears and hearing his cry is a life transforming encounter.
Today was it again. She preached at the Kingdom Club. And just as we expected, she caught everyone's attention. I wanted to just soak up every word. I knew it wasn't her words. It reminds me a lot of the prophet Elijah - a pure mouthpiece of God - spoken every Word like it was spoken from the heart of God. This is something supernatural. It cannot be explained and definitely cannot be copied.
The Words were sharp. It really wasn't about her. It was about the things she said that pierced my heart. She talked about the way we work is a worship unto God - we must not cut corners. Sometimes, when I teach my kids, I kind of slack - I may not prepare my lessons well, then when the kids slack and waste time, I tend to let them have a go at it, then I keep looking at my watch and drag my feet to class almost every time.
She showed us the structure - the structure of Mighty Dove Foundation. I want to start a Millionaire Missionary Foundation. I want at least 7 companies of my own - here, let me tell you what the companies are:
Anna Grace Group of Companies Includes:
1. Blueberry and Cinnamon Cafe - Franchise, Food Industry
2. Annagrace Boutique - Franchise, Fashion Industry
3. Double One Hotel - MNC, Travel and Tourism Industry
4. Furniture Factory - MNC; Design, Manufacturing and Logistics Industry
5. Underground Shopping Mall - Retail Industry
6. Handphone and Internet Service Provider - Telecommunications Industry
7. Property Developer - Real Estate Industry
This is aside from the company I own at the moment. This company that I am having now is in the midst of experimentation - because of the school that I want to build and I want this Anna Grace Group of Companies to fund my school. This is why my school is not included in this group of companies. The companies in AGC are all floating companies.
The Millionaire Missionary Foundation is to fund:
1. The Garden of Gethsemane and other schools
2. Pastors, Leaders and Missionaries
3. Charity and other mission work
Plus, I want to adopt Sis Milla's Diagram of Stewardship in these four areas: Word, Health, Wealth, and I can't remember what's the fourth one.
When we were at home, I went up to her as she was saying her goodbyes because she will be leaving tomorrow and I probably will not get the chance to see her again. I went up to her and I said, "Thank you for the anointing." She said, "I know, I was talking to you the whole time I was up there. I was talking to you." And I said, "I claim it. I claim the anointing."
But while she spoke to me, she prophesied without planning to. I always wanted that to happen to me - it's like God really wanted to talk to me so much.
She said, "By the end of next year, some people who were in that room, a lot of people who are in your church will be millionaires. Anna, you are coming out of the practice phase. Before the end of next year, you are going to see the finances pouring in. The practice is over. In fact, not just next year but in the next few months, you will begin to see it happening. This is the real thing. Practice is over. All this time, you have been laying the foundations and laying down the groundwork of how it is supposed to be done. The way you were doing it is correct. And the new phase is coming when you will see the finances pouring in."
And all I said was.. "Alright."
But I was in the shower and thinking - maybe she will want to invest. Then again, I think it totally defeats the purpose of it all - where's the fun if she just wrote me a cheque to cover it all? The whole point is about the journey. I have to discover it on my own. I have to get there by myself. I cannot take her money and invest it. That totally defeats the whole purpose - it wasn't about the money. It was about my journey with the Lord - my training.
If I could ask her for something, I'd rather ask her for the anointing to make that money than the money. I rather have the power to get wealth than the wealth. Then I thought again - no. There's something from her that I want more than the anointing. I want the passion - her passion for God.
I remember she was saying that the Word of God is like ice cream. We have to swim in it. We have to hear His breath breathing into our ears, His heartbeat. She was so close to the heart of the Father that I'd think she would disappear anytime and went missing like Enoch. I won't be surprised. Yes, it was that relationship I want - not the anointing, and definitely not the wealth.
* tRUST & OBey the LORD *
Friday, September 02, 2011
Personal Prophecy
2nd September 2011
When I gave birth(life) to you, it was for a purpose. I am calling you to reach out to youth in every sphere of society - go to the nations and reach out to different kinds of youth in every nation. Forget about the school for a while and just minister to them, minister to their needs, see their hearts and reach out to them. After that, you can build the school.
Don't look down on yourself or think that you are incapable of doing it. There is going to be a new wind of revival spirit that will carry you through to a new place. I am bringing forth that wind of revival, even now, at this moment, I am bringing into Southeast Asia - a new wave of my spirit. And it will even touch the hearts of youth right now. I am using you, I am sending you forth - go and catch this wave of revival and bring it back to my people. Behold, I am sending you. And I will send with you a team - a team that will go with you to bring that revival back. Go - and do not be hard hearted when you see the things appearing before you. But go with the fullness of Christ.
I am sending you as a light in a dark place. Don't be weary when you see the sudden change of events taking place in your family and with the people around you. I am causing a new thing to birth forth in the spiritual realm and it will affect the physical realm, even as it will affect you. It is the last days, says the Lord, and I am bringing all these things to past. At last, every knee will bow and tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord of all.
Behold, your heart will not grow faint and will not grow weary - I am the deciding factor that will bring you to reach your fullest potential. I am the Alpha and the Omega. I will see to it. I will determine what will happen, not you. I will increase your joy and your fullness. Behold, I am doing a new thing.
I didn't call you to evangelize. You have a specific calling - I am calling you to touch the hearts of youth across the nations. I am calling you to minister to My heart by ministering to these people because these people have a special place in My heart and I am calling you to them. You have touched a special place in God's heart. And this is what He wants for the youth. He wants you to touch their hearts too.
Be fruitful and multiply in every place that I have sent you. I will go before you.
You will see things and greater things than these will you see. Do not be afraid of what you will see - behold! I am doing a new thing. And I will use young men and young women to bring these things to past, saith the Lord. They will create such a revival that this world has never seen before and it will start with them. Behold, I am doing a new thing.
It is in this time and in this season that you will see greater things happening. Behold, I am fulfilling it!
* tRUST & OBey the LORD *
Monday, August 15, 2011
25th Birthday Prophecy
There is a decision that you are about to make and it is a very important decision, and God says that He wants you to make it a bold decision. Don't be afraid of the decision that you are about to make. He says you know what is the right decision to make and it is a long-term decision and it will determine your future.
By Linda Sim
There are opportunities for you, coming your way. And God will prosper you. You will reach a new level of intimacy with God. You are going to have such an intimacy with God.
By Faith
Open doors, God will open windows of opportunity for you, God is going to bless you.
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Monday, July 25, 2011
it really doesn't matter
"He saw me wearing guy clothes and smiled at me. It really doesn't matter, does it?"
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
it's them
"Anna, you're getting older..", "You're old enough to get married, la...", "I want you to get married by 26...", "Do you want me to recommend anyone to you?", "Ask someone to recommend to you some guys...", "Anna, why don't you want to get married?", "You're getting older, you know that?"
Argh! I never thought this day will arrive but it finally did. The truth? Well, here's the truth:
I feel so hopeless right now. It's really not that I don't want to get married but I don't even have anyone on my list to consider, except for two really 'hopeless' guys that i wouldn't even want to put in my list, even if they had a big crush on me. (Trust me. Not ever going to be in the list.. EVER!)
And then there's this guy.. that I so really want to be with right now but will probably never have the chance with. I don't know but since I have nothing to loose anyway, I thought I might as well wait.. not like I have other options available, right? Why wait? Well, firstly because I don't go around chasing guys. Secondly, because I believe that if he's God's will for me that he'll come around. And thirdly,.. well... thirdly, because he's not my age.
There, you got me.. So I have to like wait super long but I guess it'll be worth it. It's really not that I am waiting but rather.. I got nowhere else to go anyway, so it's not that I'm being fussy. Plus, I just can't have feelings for anyone else the same way, so this is it, really. I think I've made my mind. And if it doesn't work out, it doesn't work out. I don't mind a life being single forever. It's not me who will be disappointed anyway... it's them.
* tRUST & OBey the LORD *
Saturday, April 23, 2011
Advise myself
girls want guys who can be respected, is mature and yet loves themThis is what I told my students.. then I wondered.. how hard can it be to find a guy whom I respect and yet loves me? I guess it's mainly because of two reasons: one, I hardly respect guys. Secondly, not many guys love me. So that leaves me with two questions:
- What kind of guys do I have respect for?
- Why is it so hard for guys to like me?
The first is easy to answer: I find it hard to respect older guys because my expectation of them is much higher than who they really are. But I respect younger guys easily because I basically don't place any expectations on them. It can even go to the extend of hearing a guy's age and immediately loosing my respect for them just because they are older - like.. being old means being dumb and unreasonable.
But why is it so hard for guys to like me? This, I honestly have no idea - what do guys really look for? I see the girls around me being admired by guys, and these girls have so diverse personalities that really makes me wonder.. what is it in these girls that captures the hearts of guys? From the really popular girls to the sweetest and purest girl. I have no idea what it is that makes guys do anything for. It just doesn't make sense to me, and it's not like these guys really know these girls before they are head over heels in love with them. They say girls are complicated, but it seems to me that girls are so easy to understand - they only want guys whom they respect to like them - what is so hard about that? But guys.. I really don't understand.
Do guys want girls whom they respect as well? Maybe not in the same areas but in other areas? What are the areas that guys will respect a girl in? Looks? Does that mean that I must get a guy who looks uglier than me? Eww~ perhaps.
* tRUST & OBey the LORD *